Even a wet handkerchief around my face didn't help. My eyes were burning so that I could no longer see, my throat was on fire and I couldn't stop coughing. And even as I tried to run away, clouds of it followed me. The tear gas was awful.
Things slid out of control today in Islamabad, Pakistan's quiet, leafy and manicured capital. A planned demonstration by lawyers and opposition parties in support of the Chief Justice of the Supreme Court, who was fired last week by President Pervez Musharraf ,went horribly wrong.
Some of the demonstrators slipped through the barbed wire and concrete barriers sealing off the roads leading to the Supreme Court building and the government offices, and began throwing stones at the police. The police responded with tear gas and later stormed the studio of GEO, a private TV channel transmitting those pictures to the nation.
"The police were trying to enter, I informed them this is GEO News, this is not a government building, said Hamid Mir, the Islamabad bureau chief of the channel, clearly shaken by what had happened. "They pushed me, they tried to enter my office from two sides and they started breaking down doors", Mir told NBC News.
(Musharraf later apologized to GEO News.)
All of this because Pakistan's President Pervez Musharraf fired the chief justice of the Supreme Court last week, allegedly for abuse of power and then placed him under house arrest. Chief Justice Iftikhar Muhammad Chaudhry's office was ransacked and his papers seized. Security officials raided his home, telephone lines were cut and no one was allowed to come or go. Even his children couldn't go to school.
Once the news got out, it shocked the country. Chief Justices have been dismissed before in Pakistan but never in such a manner.
"This is a matter of shame, every Pakistani must hang his head in shame" said Rohedad Khan, a former civil servant and political analyst, "Today General Musharraf is totally isolated, he is there because of American support"
The judge's supporters among the intellectual elite and opposition political parties all rallied around him. They say the move is to silence a judge who dared to defy military rule by challenging the government on sensitive cases. And what's more, he might also have challenged any move by Musharraf not to shed his army uniform or not to hold general elections later this year.
Some have gone even further saying that President Musharraf has lost touch with reality and has no constitutional right to sack the chief justice.
The opposition parties smelled blood. Hundreds of lawyers and hard liners from the Islamic parties outside the Supreme Court building shouted "Down with Musharraf," and " Go Musharraf, Go".
"The people of Pakistan would make mincemeat of him if only America would withdraw their support, America is supporting a military dictator, America is supporting a military despot, Why? Why? " Kahn asked, once he realized he was speaking to American television.
Chaudhry has denied the charges against him and has refused to resign. A judicial panel has been set up to deliberate the case which is going on "in camera" or behind closed doors. It could last for weeks if not months. President Musharraf has said he will abide by the panel's decision.
Bu the whole episode has tarnished Musharraf. He may find it difficult to continue to portray himself as the right man to lead the country on the right path to stability and true democracy.
"Resign, clean break" advised General Hameed Gul, former director of Pakistan's Intelligence Service, the ISI, " that's another military principle as an old soldier. Gul said "When you are in such a situation, when you are suffering from paralysis, then you must achieve a clean break."